This last week's episode of Glee really hit me hard. It's ricocheted me into a reflective silence, one that I'm bearing with curiosity. Why am I so shaken up? It's like the first time I listened to that Bruno Mars song and knew my life was about to change forever. And it did.
Courage.
I don't know where I stand anymore. I was so sure of my sexuality. For a long time. And I just didn't tell anyone because I was afraid. But the second I get enough strength to let myself show, I meet one person by drunken accident that makes me question everything.
The name is Nik.
"Then, all of a sudden, something very spooky started happening. Every time I came to the end of a block and stepped off the goddam curb, I had this feeling that I’d never get to the other side of the street. I thought I’d just go down, down, down, and nobody’d ever see me again."
-Holden Caulfield, The Catcher in the Rye
This last week's episode of Glee really hit me hard. It's ricocheted me into a reflective silence, one that I'm bearing with curiosity. Why am I so shaken up? It's like the first time I listened to that Bruno Mars song and knew my life was about to change forever. And it did.
Courage.
I don't know where I stand anymore. I was so sure of my sexuality. For a long time. And I just didn't tell anyone because I was afraid. But the second I get enough strength to let myself show, I meet one person by drunken accident that makes me question everything.
