That being said, why am I listening to him on repeat? "Heartbreak Warfare"? Seriously?
Yes, seriously. It's been an all around depressing weekend. Senior Retreat [what could be more fun than listening to teachers tell creepy personal details and being locked in a gym with 73 other girls, half of whom you despise?], Family Game Night [Parts 1 and 2, oh yeah], and now I'm "doing homework" when really I'm telling Annie my secrets and depressing myself via Facebook.
I've really got to stop this. The whole "Let's look at other people's lives and see when they're better than mine" thing is getting really old. And I really want to stop. But I don't know how.
I keep looking at college as though it's this all-knowing oasis of answers to my life questions. I'm terrified to find out how wrong I am.
The name is Nik.
"Then, all of a sudden, something very spooky started happening. Every time I came to the end of a block and stepped off the goddam curb, I had this feeling that I’d never get to the other side of the street. I thought I’d just go down, down, down, and nobody’d ever see me again."
-Holden Caulfield, The Catcher in the Rye
That being said, why am I listening to him on repeat? "Heartbreak Warfare"? Seriously?
Yes, seriously. It's been an all around depressing weekend. Senior Retreat [what could be more fun than listening to teachers tell creepy personal details and being locked in a gym with 73 other girls, half of whom you despise?], Family Game Night [Parts 1 and 2, oh yeah], and now I'm "doing homework" when really I'm telling Annie my secrets and depressing myself via Facebook.
I've really got to stop this. The whole "Let's look at other people's lives and see when they're better than mine" thing is getting really old. And I really want to stop. But I don't know how.
I keep looking at college as though it's this all-knowing oasis of answers to my life questions. I'm terrified to find out how wrong I am.
