I should be studying. I should be working out. I should be talking to him. I should be drinking regular water, not this flavored shit. I should be nice to my brother. I should be helping make dinner. I should be feeding the dogs.
But I'm not.
I shouldn't be writing this entry. I shouldn't be obsessing over my looks. I shouldn't be feeling lonely. I shouldn't be falling asleep. I shouldn't be ignoring my homework. I shouldn't be sneaking my cell phone. I shouldn't be planning a trip to Kevin's on Friday.
The name is Nik.
"Then, all of a sudden, something very spooky started happening. Every time I came to the end of a block and stepped off the goddam curb, I had this feeling that I’d never get to the other side of the street. I thought I’d just go down, down, down, and nobody’d ever see me again."
-Holden Caulfield, The Catcher in the Rye
I should be studying. I should be working out. I should be talking to him. I should be drinking regular water, not this flavored shit. I should be nice to my brother. I should be helping make dinner. I should be feeding the dogs.
But I'm not.
I shouldn't be writing this entry. I shouldn't be obsessing over my looks. I shouldn't be feeling lonely. I shouldn't be falling asleep. I shouldn't be ignoring my homework. I shouldn't be sneaking my cell phone. I shouldn't be planning a trip to Kevin's on Friday.