And you're probably right. I'm lost in my own head half the time. In fact, staying grounded is something I'm working on this year [New Years and all that jazz]
However, I'd have it no other way. Without dreams, reality would be absolutely unbearable. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends and my family [most of the time], but let's face it: I'm the only person who's ever going to understand the way I think. Even then, everything's a little hazy.
If I had my way, I'd lose myself completely in my music and my writing, but I know that's a bad idea. For now, I'll keep my feet on the ground and try to make it through senior year.
This whole blogging thing always seems a little conceited to me. I mean, who wants to hear about my problems? But I need something to keep my thoughts straight. Someplace to express my dreams. With the help of Deviant Art and a little patience, I can make this work.
The name is Nik.
"Then, all of a sudden, something very spooky started happening. Every time I came to the end of a block and stepped off the goddam curb, I had this feeling that I’d never get to the other side of the street. I thought I’d just go down, down, down, and nobody’d ever see me again."
-Holden Caulfield, The Catcher in the Rye
And you're probably right. I'm lost in my own head half the time. In fact, staying grounded is something I'm working on this year [New Years and all that jazz]
However, I'd have it no other way. Without dreams, reality would be absolutely unbearable. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends and my family [most of the time], but let's face it: I'm the only person who's ever going to understand the way I think. Even then, everything's a little hazy.
If I had my way, I'd lose myself completely in my music and my writing, but I know that's a bad idea. For now, I'll keep my feet on the ground and try to make it through senior year.
This whole blogging thing always seems a little conceited to me. I mean, who wants to hear about my problems? But I need something to keep my thoughts straight. Someplace to express my dreams. With the help of Deviant Art and a little patience, I can make this work.
